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To-Do-List

2006-05-15T04:03:15Z

I need one, too. e_e;;

ART;;
Felinxis Comission (part 1; needed by 18th)
Felinxis Comission (part 2; no due date)
Phoo Chibi
Tofu Chibi

COLOR;;
S*T : Surreal (10%)
S*T: Twilight (00%)
Numa Numa (0/3)

OTHER;;
Keep up with RPs
Keep up with Fray
Stop doodling Fray
Don't fail at school last quarter. D:

I need summeerrr...

hey, update.

2006-04-26T01:17:57Z

So, I went on a field trip today. 8D (I miss field trips.) My Art I class went to the Torpedo Factory. For those who don't know, it actually USED to manufacture torpedoes, but they retained the name even after the gutted the whole thing and made it into a compilation of artist studios. Great place, if you go to DC I suggest you stop by. ;D

For the record, I am not one who is easily swayed emotionally. I have never really cried during a movie, only once has my stomach been churned by gore (the first 15 minutes of Saving Private Ryan) and I hardly ever get nauseous.

Despite all that, I found the more I was looking at artist galleries and the beautiful paintings and photography, the more sick I felt. I felt drained, I lost my appetite, got a headache and felt like throwing up. Not in a sick sort of way, but in a nervous kind of way. I was almost brought to tears by a painting of a living room for goodness sake. Granted, it was wonderfully portrayed and thought evoking, but come on. I thought that the galleries were amazing, inspiring but I was so emotionally wrung by them I had to sit down with my head in my hands for about once every 30 minutes.

By the end of our 4-hour self-tour I had to nap the hour-long drive back to school in order to get rid of all the symptoms.

D: Weird. Just thought I'd share.

She lives!

2006-02-11T05:34:06Z

So, about a week or so after I created this thing I’m finally getting it of it’s feet. Keep in mind this is mostly a “daily life/sketch” journal. Nothing very interesting, but it’s nice to keep it somewhere.

For the past two weeks or so I’ve heavily been getting back into my online life. Words can’t express my joy, really. Not so much that I have an online life again, but that I’m still friends with a few of the people I was back in, oh, 7th grade. Ummy knows about my stupid reasons for not coming back till now. It was nice to have my reasoning kicked in the face. I’m glad. Real life can just be so… daunting sometimes. [/dramatic freshman mode]

Unfortunately, I’ve been indulging. x_x Gaia, S*T, Devart, back and forth. I’ve been neglecting my IRL duties. Homework has taken a back seat. Sleep has taken more of a back seat. In fact I almost felt like dropping unconscious in the middle of the day. I’ve never unintentionally fallen asleep in class before. Nyeeeh~ I need to be a more responsible student. Barely got away with a 3.5 this semester.

Despite that and my rapid mood swings and back problems, I’ve been quite well. I’m pretty contented with life. I just need to get my life in order a little. I’m far too messy. On the bright side, though, I have drawn more things in the past month than I have within the last.. half a year. XD;

I do miss everyone, though. Sadly, I dunno who’s who anymore on LJ XP

…and damn, I’m dying for some commissions. *shakes fist and… well… anything*

I also need an LJ layout. <<;

Ick!

2006-02-02T01:35:42Z

I promised myself I'd write in here. XD Really I did. Ucky.

Sometime soon, I swear! :D